It took me a while to post this. I wanted to stick with what we talked about, what we agreed to - no talking. A part of my brain tells me I do not want to hear your voice again - voice so sexy, so soothing to my ears… But another part of it is shouting, in deafening whispers, that I want to speak to you again, I REALLY FUCKING DO.
I am begging you though, to NOT push that button just for the heck of giving in to what I long for… There is nothing more satisfying than seeing your name on my phone because you want to hear my voice again, because you also FUCKING MISS ME.
(brattybitchy just spent the longest 52 hours of her life without even knowing how).